Have you ever sat up with nothing to do and the thought of how you were (most probably) raised, being fed cyanide about an "all loving god" and a holy spirit that follows you around and watches you while you're in the shower, using the shitter, on your bed jacking off, beating up your little sister/brother/whatever the fuck, smoking weed, and so on? I have. Why am I writing this? Does it seem like a waste of time? Perhaps to most. I warn you, this isn't a very pretty document that you're about to read. So if you don't mind language, don't mind personal opinion (hmm freedom of speech is a right anyway, so screw what you think about opinion) and religious views and hatred, and lotsa other things, then please by all means read it. If you're none of the above, then I'll warn you that you should click the happy little "back" button that you click when your mommy walks in while you look at porn (unless you're smart like me and use tabs). Here we go.

I was born and raised in a very religious family, and what a lot of people including myself and my girlfriend see as plague, Christian. Yes, Christians.. The fucking origin of hypocracy, a group of slags, decievers and worst of all: stuck-up bitches. I was technically forced to believe that some god above created me, until I came to the fact that it was my parents fucking in bed and not using a condom. SEX-ED CHILDREN: THE LITTLE SPERMIES (yes the lil' fishes with weird squiggly tails) FIND A NICE HAPPY HOME WITH A SEXY LADY INSIDE AND DECIDE TO HAVE AN ORGY. Then, you are made! Not an act of God. Pure bullshit. Take a look at the Clintons, if there was any good God like everyone forces out there, he, in his right mind, would NOT create that family. OH MY GOD I MADE A POLITICAL REFRENCE, OH NO I'M GONNA BE ARRESTED!! ... I don't think so. Again. My right to freedom of speech :]

Now let's take a glance back in history. All religions were created by us imbecle humans, including Christianity. The Romans created Christianity (I think I recall right). Explain Jesus, you ask? Alright. Gladly. Jesus was just some crazy dude that thought he was a sign from the oh-so-almighty God so went around and went LOOKIT ME I'M PERFECT, but that pissed the Romans off! So.. They killed him. But he came back from the dead? Wow. Fucking Umbrella sure lasted a long time, although he did evaporate into the sky so that probably sucked.

So this is all a waste of time you probably ask? I'm getting to the point now. I see no reason for Christians, or even any other religion-followers to be shoving their beliefs down others' throats. Right to religion is fine with me, but you Christians I'm afraid, have made a horrible example. If it isn't your road, it's the low road for us, isn't it? Even my own parents tried to make me believe that if someone didn't follow Christianity, that they were bad people and evil and all that tripped shit.

My views are different. I'm really not in any specific religion. If anything, some would label me as a "Satanic", I follow a lot of the ideas and do a lot of the things, but I don't bow down to a "Satan" or any god for that matter. I mostly look at technology and science. I don't think some almighty being made the world and everything. I'm more for some of the Big Bang theory, but not the entire crock. Mostly about the creation. How does the world end in my view? We humans have screwed it up, let's face it. We're changing its course everyday, and it's getting worse n' worse. Honestly, I kinda see it as in Terminator. We're letting machines run our lives, people are losing jobs over machines, before you know it machines will be running our wars. They already do in a sense. One of these days, those lil' gadgets are gonna get might pissed and turn on us, and it won't be pretty. Soon enough, I'm sure they're going to make cybernetics to replace soldiers. Not good.

I'm not a Satanist really, or a scientologist, I'm really nothing! Lucifer, I do somewhat believe in him, but not the cartoonish-hell thing everyone makes up. He is more of a role-model to me than anything. I don't see him or anyone in that matter as a god, and I won't. Life is too short to devote yourself to something that doesn't exist.

Friends of mine whom are Christian. I am NOT bashing you, and this has nothing to do with you. I obviously see different in you than I do in the other stereotypical Christians that plague our streets and houses and buildings and food, and so on. They are the zombie-like ones who always seem to say IT'S AN ACT OF GOD or something when their dog shits on their carpet, then they tell everyone in their church and the others go OOOH YES IT IS, MOST CERTAINLY, WE MUST PRAY NOW. You hold a special place in my heart for those of you I do see as my friends, and you don't shove your beliefs down my throat. I thank you for that. And I thank you for being with me all this time. I love you all, and I will continue to do so, especially you Julie (although you're not in religion I love you anyway xD <3), Chelsea who has always stuck by me and listened to my bitchin' and moanin' all these years, Heather who may be a pain in the ass and REALLY confusing but is a big sweetie, and finally Rachel who I've known since the dawn of time pretty much and who's supported and spun me right round like a record. x)